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distress signal [12.30.06 @ 10:24am] [ music | lydia ] still, a piece of the puzzle is lingering about. Staring at the clock. If i could only keep from seeing the words you speak. one day i'll stay home. 1________!!!

crunch time [12.22.06 @ 11:46pm] [ music | g.g. dolls-iris (yes and what of it?) ] don't wake me i plan on sleeping in. Tomorrow I've my teams bowlin party! yeeeah. no really, I'm stoked. The association one of the best things to happen to me. They board is a fine group of people who takes care of their coaches, out there day in and day out with their kids. I'm enjoying every moment of it. My colleagues are spectacular individuals, I learn something from not only them but all the kids each and every day. RECOGNIZE THE SUBTLETIES MY FRIENDS! x-mas is around the corner. all gifts accounted for, xcept two..lol but I'm in good shape. =-) chill yes, once again chill yes, I feel chill how great it is. I've got my best shoes on....I'm ready to GO! !!!

seeing things [12.21.06 @ 9:16pm] [ mood | devious ] [ music | waiting to die- zero 7 ] if anyone takes the time to read this, then you have nothing better to do and might as well check out Zero 7's new (semi new) album the garden...its been the jam for the past couple months now and still getting me high. !!!

i hide my feelings behind these masks [12.21.06 @ 9:25am] [ mood | it's early ] [ music | styx... ] so i told myself today would be the last day i go in to work, i need a break. been out of school for a week now and i've yet to stop and just breathe. each morning it's harder and harder to wake up. i'm sleeping at random hours of the day, power naps and such. my biological clock is so wound up and strung out im starting to get sick. however tomorrow begins a nice 6 day break. Lady, when you're with me I'm smiling. Give me, whoooawhooaaawhoaaaa all your love. Your hands build me up when I'm sinkng. Touch me and my troubles all fade. Lady from the moment i saw you Standing, whooawhoaa whoaa all alone. You gave all the love that I needed. So shy like a child who had grown. You're my Lady of the morning. Love shines in your eyes. Sparkling, clear and lovely. You're my lady. Lady turn me on when I'm lonely. Show me all your charms. Evenings when you lay down beside me. Take me gently into your arms. You're my. Lady of the morning. Love shines in your eyes. Sparkling, clear and lovely. You're my lady !!!

be seein you [12.18.06 @ 2:16am] [ mood | calm ] [ music | vyvienne long-"they're not waving" ] the holiday.. not all guys are scum bags. most are, but there are those few. we get a bad rep quite often. ol' smiles dusted off, once all too familiar, now few n far between, yet ever more appreciated. and i am much obliged. !!!

all the leaves are brown [12.11.06 @ 5:50pm] [ mood | acute ] [ music | moss eisley - "dream for me" ] fall is upon us, winter is approaching. blood pressure rising, heart rate increasing... semester's crowning assay. texts to compose. texts to compose. texts to assimilate. a figment of my tainted brain put to rest. crack open a bottle of red, let's toast to this here, a notable endeavor, at last come to a close. but a single stepping stone on this journey...... what awaits around the new year? 3________!!!

all.i.want.is.peace.of.mind [12.04.06 @ 10:40pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | zero 7- "the garden" ] the days cross and fade. i'm stuck in my own cave. the street signs read grey. this past funday was one to go down in history, to say the least. Saw an old friend fri night and was able to spend a fun filled evening with her and the friends out @ sc. the format was quite an experience and much thanks to the lovely staff @ the gibson. brutus maximus was quite the entertainer last night,hit me with that bass and keep those kicks going to the face. i was reminded this morning, crawling, groggy and wasted, from my bed, how old im getting. i feel for our elderly. i wish i had one more day to allow my body to rejuvenate. back in the swing of coaching again. it's such a great experience, being around kids. they shall forever remind me the importance of never growing too old or losing the innocence we all once possesed. children never grow tired or asking questions and absorbing information. never afraid to ask why or how. never afraid to be in doubt or simply not know, for they persist. finding joy in the simplest of lifes wonders. i had this discussion the other day regarding children, innocence and maturing in this "modern world". I think I've managed to stay grounded and keep my head on straight amidst all the calamity and trivialities. yes? 1________!!!

breakfast in bed [11.20.06 @ 8:18am] [ mood | groggy ] this summer saw war... this holiday season... help those who fought it. !!!

50 meter journey [11.13.06 @ 4:44pm] [ mood | /nervous ] [ music | DIMMU BORGIR-IndoctriNation ] today is day one of my "tryout" with Anaheim Aquatics club. I'll be @ Canyon high school today n tomorrow, n Savannah High for the remainder of the week. All the coaches and board members will be evaluating me on how i interect with the swimmers, my techniques and so forth. I was able to meet the coaching staff last week and a group of the kids. Great bunch of individuals. I wasn't nervous until about 5 minutes when i started preparing workout for the week and sweatin like a dog haha. fingers crossed 1________!!!

on a roll [11.07.06 @ 11:28pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | 36 crazyfists- Aurora ] two consecutive entries.. i should be doing hw, but of course, i've been sucked into my own thoughts and am unable to focus. i see different aspects of my life, being altered or beginning to take shape. many of these prosperous changes come at a great cost however. a cost im not too sure is at all worth it. to balance it all,in the end,is to only increase the tension of the rope. i look in the near future and see an incredible voyage mapped out for my navigating. i've loaded the cargo and have but the bare essentials. a crew of but a small few, a life time of memories and grand adventures awaits. im but a smalltown boy, venturing out into the great beyond. what i would give for memories that wouldn't keep me up at night. we cannot deny. we cannot deny. !!!

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